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In Session

by mdr

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1.
Time to Change 05:37
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Comes a feeling comes a day something here it needs to change With some healing in some way I won’t ever back away Times a ticking pushing on what was once has come and gone Change is sticking a new dawn laced up for this marathon Time to change I want to like the me I know I can be Time to change I want to see the me that I haven’t seen I want the light the earth the sky the sea I want something different better whatever Time to change I want to try and cry and laugh and love and give and get I need to live Who I was I couldn’t be what I was it wasn’t me When it was is history so far so far Who I am I’m finding out what I am is I’m on route When I am is coming soon so far so far There’s a calling that I hear the winds of change blow through my hair A new morning I don’t fear everything has come so clear Without warning rising high there’s a change I can’t deny Desperate yearning don’t ask why my old self I now say goodbye Time to change I want to like the me I know I can be Time to change I want to see the me that I haven’t seen I want the light the earth the sky the sea I want something different better whatever Time to change I want to try and cry and laugh and love I need to live
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Pretty Woman 05:14
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Saw her from across the bar glint in her eyes even from afar Waited to see if she’s alone sipping her beer texting on the phone Walked on over sat on the stool a corny line but nobody’s fool Then I saw her glorious smile and knew we’d be together a while Pretty Woman I want to be with you Pretty Woman I dream of you at night Pretty Woman Can’t wait to hold you again Pretty Woman Our first night was magical didn’t know she’s such an animal Such a passion I hadn’t felt there was nothing I withheld So soon came a second time changed my whole paradigm This was a different life try not to think of my wife Pretty Woman I want to be with you Pretty Woman I dream of you at night Pretty Woman Can’t wait to hold you again Pretty Woman What’s this call, what’s she saying Why the shame, are you sexting For how long, do you love her What went wrong, to find another Once or twice, does it matter Are you proud, what you’ve shattered A good fuck, you dumb bastard Stupid fuck, see if I care now What we have can never be with someone else even she I was lost for a short time a life sentence for a drunken crime Never took her in our bed never had her in my head I see you now with new eyes want you always as my wife Pretty Woman I want to be with you Pretty Woman I dream of you at night Pretty Woman Can’t wait to hold you again Pretty Woman
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Don't You See Me 05:59
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You sit next to me as we watch tv but I doubt you’re really here When it ends I might say a word you don’t really hear—do—you--hear? In our room its like separate beds close our eyes without a kiss No affection or embrace and I wonder Do you see me? Don’t you see me? Do you see me? Don’t you see? I want to hold you tight Just don’t squeeze so much I want to love you right Just don’t push your touch I want to feel your life Just don’t make me your crutch I want to know we’re alive Just don’t You sit next to me as we watch tv I can feel your eyes on me There’s times I don’t feel myself like I’m never free—are—you—free In our room its like expectancy close my eyes just to take a breath No acceptance or empathy and I wonder Do you see me? Don’t you see me? Do you see me? Don’t you see? I want to hold you tight Just don’t squeeze so much I want to love you right Just don’t push your touch I want to feel your life Just don’t make me your crutch I want to know we’re alive Just don’t You sit next to me as we watch tv don’t think I’m the bad guy I so don’t want to lose you so I want to try won’t you try In our room I feel all alone a relationship through absentee I need and I know you need and I wonder Do you see me? Don’t you see me? Do you see me? Don’t you see? You sit next to me as we watch tv you are always asking why It’s too overwhelming for me I want to cry won’t you try In our room no sanctuary no expectations no third degree I need and I know you need and I wonder Do you see me? Don’t you see me? Do you see me? Don’t you see? I want to hold you tight Just don’t squeeze so much I want to love you right Just don’t push your touch I want to feel your life Just don’t make me your crutch I want to know we’re alive Just don’t
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Healing in the Now 03:59
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Healing in the now Grieving from the past Feeling so down Dreaming of tomorrow I know you and you know me and I know you know what can be Needing what you have Fearing our two ghosts Breathing what you breathe Seeking our tomorrow I know you and you know me and I know you know what can be Come take me somewhere Lift me up let me share from you Come take me anywhere Show me that you still care Show me, show me you still care Healing in the now Cleaning out the past Keeping what we vow Leading to tomorrow I know you and you know me and I know you know what can be
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Mama 06:46
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I see her fingers in my hand Little heartbeat against my skin Her world every day expands My world every day so thin I see her lips on my breast Her tongue tries to find sustenance People tell me of how I’m blessed In this house I feel so oppressed Mama Oh oh mama I’m not mama I can’t be Mama Oh oh mama I’m not mama How can I be I see the wonder in her eyes The needing wanting they symbolize In mine the created me disguise The person I don’t recognize I see her cry and I relate Our frustrations don’t abate She needs and I abdicate I’m resolved to my new fate Mama Oh oh mama I’m not mama I can’t be Mama Oh oh mama I’m not mama How can I be I see her fingers in my hand Fear and dread my contraband Her world every day expands My new world so unplanned I see myself on a slippery slope This is the way that I can cope A dream in which I disrobe I can see a glimmer of hope Mama Oh oh mama I’m not mama I can’t be Mama Oh oh mama I’m not mama How can I be
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How Could You 04:59
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Thirty-two years ago born a small miracle A sweet little girl made our lives so lyrical I didn’t want that type of life wanted to be man and wife A choice we made we followed through raise her right raise her true How could you hurt us so hurt yourself just leave and go How could you live in parts break your soul break our hearts You thought you knew anything you could do Lost false from truth and broke all our rules Mom and I were so proud when you stood out from the crowd Then you did some blow you chose not living right not living true How could you hurt us so hurt yourself just leave and go How could you live in parts break your soul break our hearts Every day a little more we grieve what we adored We always try to help but there’s never a reward I lost my little girl so precious in this whole world A choice you made we can’t persuade what is right what is true How could you hurt us so hurt yourself just leave and go How could you live in parts break your soul break our hearts
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In Session 04:05
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8.
Butterfly 08:47
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At dusk down a street the lights Lead me on lead me to you I walk while day becomes night From a list I have to choose See you sitting all by yourself Pass you by I don’t know why Meet another I am myself Yet I can’t get you out of my mind Fly Fly high My butterfly My butterfly At dusk down a street the lights Seek you out seek you and me Wondering what is what might How you can be free Up the stairs is a room Where you can spread your wings Time for you to be and bloom Flutter so you can do anything Fly Fly high My butterfly My butterfly The beginning is the end The end thus begins The top to the bottom The bottom to the top Go slow which makes it fast Fast is never slow The beginning is the end The end thus begins At dusk down a street the lights Came alive for a few short days Camouflage become the sights As people keep on their way The effect of the flaps Of your wings on the earth Lead to notions of perhaps Until the day of your birth Fly Fly high My butterfly My butterfly
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One Foot Out 05:48
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When the smiles oh so rare When we love don’t you dare When you cry so often do When you shout because of you We look back see pain hear laughs don’t maintain We look back feel shame know a love we don’t attain When the fear you shouldn’t have When the hate what of love When we hug feel it too When we kiss its me and you We look back see pain hear laughs don’t maintain We look back feel shame know a love we don’t attain One foot in one foot out Do we know or do we doubt One foot in one foot out Stay or go When the cat rightly mine When the dog your canine When the bed that we share When the care don’t you dare We look back see pain hear laughs don’t maintain We look back feel shame know a love we don’t attain One foot in one foot out Do we know or do we doubt One foot in one foot out Stay or go
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Never 04:34
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And I want so much And I feel too much And I see too much And I never never never And I want the end And I feel the end And I see the end And I never never never never As I sit here I can feel it I don’t want it but it doesn’t ever ever go away And it festers then I wonder and I can never seem to answer the question why And I can’t hold back And I can’t hold back I don’t want to hold back But going forward is something I can’t do And I want so much And I feel too much And I see too much And I never never never And I want the end And I feel the end And I see the end And I never never never never The days don’t end they pass me by punch me in the face while they hypnotize A rusty nail left in too long it grows a fungus it becomes unglued things become unglued And I can’t hold back And I can’t hold back I don’t want to hold back But going forward is something I can’t do And I want so much And I feel too much And I see too much And I never never never And I want the end And I feel the end And I see the end And I never never never never
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The Sound House 08:52
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My love My love What we have built What we have shared I know you so well and there’s still so much to learn I know you so well and still my heart for you yearns I have so many questions and we have so much time I have so many answers for you My love My love This is our life This is our home I feel the fondness for you as when we were young My admiration for you is a song that is unsung I see all that you do and appreciate your heart I respect all that you do I turn toward you and not away I hear your worry so I stay When you’re mad I know you more When you’re sad I come in close I hear your silence and sense your need I see your joy I don’t impede When you’re home and need a breath Just relax and take a rest You’re my lover but more my friend When I smile its not pretend Come together so positive To support is what we live Can’t abide by being negative Not when there’s so much to give I can do it if I tried With you at my side It hasn’t always been conflict free It hasn’t always been so carefree But when we disagree its not a monologue When we hurt we don’t bring out the catalogue When we debate it’s a dialogue What’s your dreams? How do they come true? The one’s you had; the one’s that are new. Live the extremes. Of play and of fun. We’ll do em all; every single one What we’ll explore. For me and for you. It will happen if its something I can do You’re my partner. My mate and my friend. Together we can transcend We talked where we came from We talked where we had been We talked what we hoped for We talked what we had seen You know I trust you trust that was built on years knowing you would come through the laughter and the tears A life full of meaning created along the way A commitment to loving each and every day You’ve become my mentor You’ve become my friend A light in the darkness Strength that I can depend this is our house sound as it can be this is our life A life of you and me I know I see I know I can be With you Safe now With you Stay sound I know I see I know You can be Safe now With me Stay sound With You and me

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released January 19, 2018

All songs written and performed by mdr, except Pretty Woman and Never written by mdr & Harrison Campbell.
MDR: guitars, bass, keyboards, maracas, and drum loop arrangements
Harrison Campbell: Guitars on Pretty Woman & Never
Lucas Doytier: Vocals
Wonbin "Faith" Jung: Vocals
Emi Lauria: Vocals
Jonathan Rojas: Vocals

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