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The Unsaid
06:13
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I’m not much for ritual
Don’t need to happen to be true
With a sign I take a clue
What is a word when I’m with you
Do you need me to tell you
Do you need me to say
Do you need me
I take comfort in what we are
I know it's there near or far
Allows me to be and to believe
Allows me to see and be complete
Do you need me to tell you
Do you need me to say
Do you need me
Don’t need you to tell me
Don’t need you to say
Don’t need you to need
I see all the empty words
People spout when they’re unsure
Time tells you all
When our life unfolds
Don’t have to force it, don’t have to force it
For you
Don’t have to force it, don’t have to force it
For you
I hold you close
When my arms enfold
Want to enjoy it, want to enjoy it
With you
Want to enjoy it, want to enjoy it
For you
I’m not much for ritual
Don’t feel the need to have to do
I’m not much for ritual
But if you want I can say to you
Do you need me to tell you
Do you need me to say
Do you need me
Don’t need you to tell me
Don’t need you to say
Don’t need you to need
Do we need for us to say so
Do we need for us to say
Do we need
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2. |
Pride
06:07
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Crying fighting stymied inside
So long don’t know how long to go
Broken down
Father bothered fractured unsure
Daughter sought her fought her some more
Broken down
They’ll hold it back fester inside
Let it grow til it slowly dies
Pride
Unbending unrelenting disrespecting a bond
Low road low blow go slow for now
Broken down
They’ll hold it back fester inside
Let it grow til it slowly dies
Pride
Why can’t they see?
So they’ll try and walk away when they shouldn’t walk away
because they don’t know how to say, “Sorry”
They’ll blame it on the other the father and the daughter
neither knowing how to say, “Sorry”
Trying compromising believing futures
She’s wrong he’s wrong belong for now
Building up
They’ll have a chance grow inside
Moving forward getting over their pride
Pride
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3. |
You Are Me
07:10
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Last year I saw The day of change arrive
Last year I saw The day you came alive
And you breathed and I need the sweet life that you bring
And the smile of surprise that I see in your eyes
When you crawl at my voice I don’t even have a choice
But to be in a way that a bond can be made
You are me
You are me
Last year I saw The way you changed my life
Last year I saw The way I’ll change your life
And I breathed and you need the sweet life that I bring
And the smile of surprise that you see in my eyes
When you listen to my voice do you really have a choice
But to be in a way that a bond can be made
You are me
You are me
My son My son I must be more than who I am
My son My son I must do more than what I can
Twirl of hair carelessly shading your face
Knowing smile patiently waiting embrace
Dimpled skin joyously showing your grace
Heartfelt laugh
Last year I saw A future I never saw before
Last year I saw A future so much more
I had thought I was done no more need for you to come
About me what I’d do what I wanted what was true
I was wrong now you’re here I can feel it when you’re near
The words that I use to say “I love you”
You are me
You are me
You are me
My son My son I must be more than who I am
My son My son I must do more than what I can
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4. |
Time Never Holds
05:03
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Summer sun sets on the blue roofs below
The families’ dramas all set to unfold
The green of the wall becomes scarlet red
A couch in the corner now a bed
Time never holds for what we know
Time never slows for the unknown
Winter moon rises through the iced windows
The barren trees represent the ebb and flow
The seasons change the process stays the same
The people change the process stays the same
Time never holds for what we know
Time never slows for the unknown
Time never holds for what we know
Time never slows for the unknown
I am not she not who I used to be
She was me not who I’ve come to be
Her self so shining was left behind
My self who I am I leave behind
My home a memory so memorable
Notches of my height are much higher now
The fence that once protected me
Now keeps me out
The childhood dream of freedom a distance source
The green leaves of spring bring new life to bear
Traits that were once hidden now seem to appear
Thus the present is now no need to dwell in the past
What we have now will never last
Time never holds for what we know
Time never slows for the unknown
Time never holds for what we know
Time never slows for the unknown
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5. |
A Real Man
06:52
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Dump trucks and knee scrapes cropped hair to wear
Football and contact nothing to fear
Don’t you be afraid don’t you turn out gay
Don’t you show you’re sad got to wear the pants
Don’t you dare like pink don’t you even think
You’ve got to hold it in don't let no one in
A real man come and see me
A real man is who I am
A real man I’ll come to save you
A real man
Fast cars and tattoos six-pack abs
Beer pong and strip clubs Punches and jabs
Don’t you clean your mess don’t roll over and confess
Don’t say you’re ever wrong got to show that you’re strong
Don’t ask where to go don’t tell or let them know
You’ve got to be the boss you’ve got to make the choice
A real man come and see me
A real man is who I am
A real man I’ll come to save you
A real man
Close your fist, cock your hand, grit your teeth, lean and mean
Fire first, be alert, alpha male, don’t turn tail
Take control, give ‘em hell, rebel
Notches on bedposts injections for speed
Fast food and pin-ups bitches to please
Don’t you ever cry don’t let them know why
Don’t hold your anger back got to kick some worthless ass
Don’t you show your need It’s okay if you bleed
You’ve got to be tough you’ve got to be rough
A real man come and see me
A real man is who I am
A real man I’ll come to save you
A real man
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6. |
There Are Things
07:58
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There are things that can’t be said
Don’t want those thoughts inside your head
Who’s to know what else you’ll think
We need to know what you will think
There are things that can’t be said
Keep it straight don’t be afraid
If you need to think it through
Then who knows what you will do
We are We are We are all one x2
There are things that can’t be said
You let it out you’ll feel the shame
Hold it in restrict yourself
Don’t want to offend someone else
There are things that can’t be said
Think it once you’ll think again
If you expand there’ll be something new
Once it comes you can’t undo
We are We are We are all one x4
Words mean more than they denote Ideology controls steers the heart
Words you speak can really kill Blaspheme once you’ll lay still
Who’s to define on what is right Your off-color joke becomes a fight
The sayings that we use today will be the things of yesterday
Who gets to make the choice Of which group gets the voice
To tell us what is right and wrong to tell us of who belongs
There are things that can’t be said
Don’t want those thoughts inside your head
Who’s to know what else you’ll think
We need to know what you will think
There are things that can’t be said
We don’t want you to be misled
You think you’re free but you are chained
You think you’re free but so restrained
We are We are We are all one x4
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7. |
Underground Sunshine
03:27
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8. |
West Virginia
05:08
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When the weather gets cold there's a place we go in the snow
It’s a time for you and me where we can be happy
Time together racing side by side
Time together time of our lives
A Winterplace biting wind on your face its now our place
Like a little angel Soaring through the sky you can fly
Time together racing side by side
Time together time of our lives
Time together just you and me
Time together lovingly
When we’re in West Virginia
When we're there
With a foot on the tarmac from the stairs in the rear
Jacket zipped up and a fuzzy white bear on your ears
Six miles of curves up a mountainside looms
To the Top of the World and then down the Flumes
Once we’re in Snowshoe, not much to choose but what run to do
Then sharing a Thali before our trip is done and we’re gone
And brings us home from West Virginia
Brings us home from our special trip
Brings us home to our family
Brings us home
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9. |
Childhood's End
05:31
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He slowly loads his gear
Something planned for so long
The tears dried for years
Just wanted to belong
In the car he travels far in his mind its not so kind
To succeed he has a need to see his pain outside
Subside
It won’t subside
He wants to die
He slowly walks to school
Remembering boys so cruel
Wet hands around cold steel
Cold heart no longer feels
In the hall he shoots them all growing puddles of red
Too far gone to slow down more weapons instead
Through the screams he begins to prepare for something else
He wants to be someone else
They lay on the classroom floor
All but one had cried
No one wanted to die
Listening for an opening door
Silence could mean life
Praying he walks by
He slowly reloads his mags
Projectiles of sweet revenge
Standing up for himself
As he nears the end
In the caf he hears the raps of booted feet en masse
To succeed he has a need to gain another class
“Drop it now” he has to show his fear has gone away
Stands tall then he falls as his future comes
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10. |
Humanaphobia
08:10
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Trapped inside his head hiding behind his hair
Held within the hall the floor as his chair
His hardened shell grown through too many years
Formed from bitter tears A carapace of fear
Coming close the hairs begin to rise
A “hello” becomes an act of surprise
Trust is a skill to be learned
The other feels bothered uncomfortable
Knows not how to meet
Comfort signals defeat
From beneath his hair he sees them gather close
They hug one another like so often before
A casual word a look that means no more than that
Is a word and look that means so much more
Coming close he tends to look away
A “hello” is a sign to go away
Trust is a skill to be learned
The other has to wonder unsatisfied
Confusion not discrete
Comfort signals defeat
They think about his past and what might have occurred
Was it a part of him a flaw that injured
Or did time and place affect his fate
Like the heat from a fire raze
He thinks of his past and all that has occurred
So many different thoughts all start to blur
That time and place formed to make
A whole that’s not fully whole
A hole
Trapped within a cage bars made of fear
The key of confidence has disappeared
In black and white she shines a light
So very bright his colors come to life
Coming close there's possibility
A “hello” an opportunity
Trust is a skill to be learned
The other moves further
Becomes more amiable
He raises his eyes
Comfort signals hope
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